I wake up feeling lost. I got a dry throat wheres the coffee pot? I'm looking around and i'm all alone. Guess everyone had somewhere to go. Because we hate this town and need to get away. After all we've been here a couple of days. Just like everyone I need to get away, were all still waiting for that day. I got so much time and so much angst. I'm scared I'm going to waste it all away. Waiting on Jesus to come back, or for our spirits to get in tact. So i'll just keep walking through these towns learning new ways hearing new sounds. Find that place of wanderlust, things make sense. God please trust us!

And I feel like I might realize, some thing bigger something outside. What I can see with my eyes. Who can see past the disguise? Yes i'm gone and yes i'm lost I stayed strong and I fought through the hell and inner holocaust. Self-contentness is just a thought.

Now I'm thinking about what I don't want to think about. Im all alone and feeling kind of down. Thoughts stick around when I feel like this. Last time I punched a wall and broke my fist.

Now I'm thinking about what I don't want to think about. Im all alone and feeling kind of down! Thoughts stick around when I feel like this. Last time I punched a wall and broke my fist!

Now I'm thinking about what I don't want to think about! Im all alone and feeling kind of down! Thoughts stick around when I feel like this! Last time I punched a wall and broke my fist!!!

NOW IM THINKING ABOUT WHAT I DON'T WANT TO THINK ABOUT IM ALL ALONE AND IM FEELING KIND OF DOWN! THOUGHTS STICK AROUND WHEN I FEEL LIKE THIS! LAST TIME I PUNCHED A WALL AND BROKE MY FIST!!!

I moved away to Tahoe not because I lost hope, I lost my sole. When I was back home.
I'm adventuring now, into the mountains don't ask questions hole my hand. We'll make it to the promise land!
I moved away to Tahoe not because I lost hope I lost my sole. When I was back home.